My Life:

new lj name

2005-03-02T20:03:57Z

hey everybody!!!!!!

i am ooberly happy and i couldnt really tell you why. although i am mad cus i cant get on aol or aim anymore cus they put dumb viruses on our computer and i dont know why so yeah

oh and i got a new lj name cus i dont like this one so yea its puzzlingpersona.....why? you ask........well i dont know but i liked it i dont know if i have a puzzling persona or now but i needed a new one.......i dont know why to that either so yeah if you go there i have more written

myshoeshurtyou @ 2005-02-17T15:39:00

2005-02-17T20:39:47Z

Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual
You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in
You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage
Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily

How Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

myshoeshurtyou @ 2005-02-17T15:33:00

2005-02-17T20:34:18Z

You Are Old Fashioned Undies!

You're conservative and a bit unsure of your sexy-ness.
Unleash that tigress a little more - she's dying to get out.
Men think you're a nice girl, a little too nice to date.
Go wild with a sexy g-string... and totally up your confidence!

What Kind of Panties Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

myshoeshurtyou @ 2005-02-13T21:35:00

2005-02-14T02:36:06Z

LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.

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myshoeshurtyou @ 2005-02-13T21:15:00

2005-02-14T02:21:24Z

PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking for a relationship. You cannot live without it. Your lover must be passionate and you want that you and your partner melt into each other. He/She should not try to take the domination . You dont want a relationship without passion, and the sexuality plays a big part. The first moment you meet him/her is one of the most important. There has to be something between you , you cannot explain. From the first moment on everything must fix. But when this passion disappears you disappear to. For you it is better to leave than to see your love restrained. PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always message me or tell me how I can improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.

myshoeshurtyou @ 2005-02-13T21:10:00

2005-02-14T02:11:40Z

Your Strange Sex Toy: Bondage I Rub My Duckie
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It's a fashion statement that's so dressed to thrill that it includes its own set of Duckie-sized handcuffs!
Still timelessly waterproof and featuring massagers in its head and tail, but now with even MORE powerfully good vibrations than the original I Rub My Duckie.
More info about your strange sex toy here...

myshoeshurtyou @ 2005-01-27T21:28:00

2005-01-28T02:38:56Z

i hate sherman!!!!

amber is in allys position and doesnt get to guard class till half an hour into it cus shes at ebbert third period so i am in charge according to robbins cus ally is out of the class cus she has other classes to take so she can graduate early. so we have like four new girls and three of them are black with horrible attitudes and when i was trying to teach ashley(sparkman) was yellin at me and tellin me that i shouldnt be teaching and he should get and assistant or something and i was teaching slow( cus he told me to explain things to the new girls) so i was mad and sped up and the neveryone was getting bitchy and yellin at each other and not paying attention to me and then amber came and i asked herto take over so i could cool down cus i was bout ready to cry and she wouldnt so i had to keep tteaching and then brittney( new ) said that that little girl shouldnt be tryin to act like my momma (me).adn then it was all kaos and amber and i stayed after to write work for tahdah and we were also gonna tell mr robbins that we werent goin to teach anymore and he got really mad and threw his pop and hit the ceiling and pop went flying everywhere and he was raving about how he has too much to do and we need to help out and we were just like its not our job and we shouldnt haveto put up with people bitching at us and giving us crap. we should get paid if thats what we are going to do so we left and he was like you arent allowed in the band room when its not class and i dont want you on the computer and you cant be i;n here for lunch anymore. it takes up time for my class
Chixrok89: did you get all thtat

long time

2004-12-20T01:01:09Z

ok first of all brian and i broke up. adn the jesters' and ara quit guard. i got suspended for taking cereal from the elementary school and cant help with the middle school anymore. i think ricky and i have no reason for conversing anymore. he has become a complete jerk and i am kinda mad at him but i know it wont stay that way.for soem reason i always feel like i have to impress him. why i couldnt tell you. and im scared that one of my friends isnt telling me some things about her that i think i should know. that makes me kinda sad. but for right now i dont think i have anymore to say

yay! i LOVE days like this!!!

2004-11-17T20:41:56Z

i have had the best day of my entire life. well not entire life but almost. see it all started on the bus ride home. the morning was good and so was school, but the bus ride and the following were the best. see this guy i have liked since summer finally asked me out, but he didnt have the 'balls' to until my best friend in the whole entire universe told him he should because it would make me happy. so on the bus he sat with me and he was like "hey i was gonna ask you out today" im like uh ok.....and hes like well amber told me i should so im like well dont do something you dont want to just because someone told you to. he said that he did like me and would i go out with him and im like yeah. so now we are going out and my mom knows because she tricked me into telling her. yeah.

Ally and Amber came over and we looked through cosmos and tried different sex positions. lol. then we went onto the roof and laid with blankets around us. we almost couldnt get through the window. it was really funny. we also walked to goodwill since its not that far away. welll we didnt think it was that far at least. but unfortunatly it was. then we had practice and you know what that means......drama. so yeah we went over pregame, had an arguement, sat and had yet another talk, worked on show, and then gina made all the rifles do tosses and said we had to have ten consistant quads by thursday

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-11-10T15:43:00

2004-11-10T20:45:14Z

so anyways. bob was on the bus today and we were talkin and amber said hey remember to call me and remind me to do laundry and bob said oh and call me and remind me to ask you out... then he said hey im just kidding..... well yeah after that he dug himself deeper because i really like him and he knows it and i am pretty sure he likes me so he said(and this makes no sense to me at all) i would never ask you out. those were his words. i was like well thanks.and all i could think was, why the fuck do you play with my emotions for if you have no intentions of asking me out. it made me feel used and abused. but he also said i was confusing and im like well yeah so are you. i said i liked being confused cuz it makes people like you frustrated and leave me alone for a while which i think i need. oh and also this other guy named jon asked me for my phone number and i dont really know him and i dont like to get in relationships with people i dont hardly know so i told him im not allowed to have guys call me and thats true. but i felt really bad because i dont like to hurt peoples feelings. so thats all i have to say for right now

urg

2004-11-10T20:42:42Z

ok so i know i havent written in a while but thats ok. for a while i forgot the name of my journal and then i remembered i had it written in my favorites list. so anyways. bob was on the bus today and we were talkin and amber said hey remember to call me and remind me to do laundry and bob said oh and call me and remind me to ask you out... then he said hey im just kidding..... well yeah after that he dug himself deeper because i really like him and he knows it and i am pretty sure he likes me so he said(and this makes no sense to me at all) i would never ask you out. those were his words. i was like well thanks.and all i could think was, why the fuck do you play with my emotions for if you have no intentions of asking me out. it made me feel used and abused. but he also said i was confusing and im like well yeah so are you. i said i liked being confused cuz it makes people like you frustrated and leave me alone for a while which i think i need. oh and also this other guy named jon asked me for my phone number and i dont really know him and i dont like to get in relationships with people i dont hardly know so i told him im not allowed to have guys call me and thats true. but i felt really bad because i dont like to hurt peoples feelings. so thats all i have to say for right now

I TRULY HATE GUARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-10T02:37:57Z

well today was gaurd and it just made me hate guard more so yeah and well i went off on ara and if you know me you know that i dont EVER go off on anyone unless i am EXTREMELY mad. so yeah and amber and i tried to leave and gina wouldnt let us which yeah i know what your thinking..why would you leave just because of some bullshit guard people...and it wasnt even that its every practice there is so much drama and i cant take it. when tashae was here we didnt really have any drama. so yeah tashae WE NEED YOU but you wouldnt come back for you life prolly so i dont really care what happens with guard. and another thing, i hate how i am being told that i have to do rifle for pregame and i dont know the work or drill and there are only 15 days till the first game and i am also being told that i haveto go to a practice taht i cant go to because i have prior arrangements. i may have been able to go if i had known about the practice at least a couple weeks in advance. yeah thats mr robbins for you. but i wish all the drama would quit and people would just TRY to get along. you dont have to love them but you dont haveto start shit with them jsut because you think they are a slut or you think they are trying to act like captain. cus yeah all the people who think i act like captain can kiss my ass because i dont want to be captain and neither does amber. If gina told me or amber we were captains (like tonight) we would and did tell her that awe were not going to help people because people got shitty about it and i dont really like having people mad at me. so yea thats all i have to say right now. if ive left anything out just tell me cus i am sure i left a lot out.

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-11-07T21:37:00

2004-11-08T02:41:02Z

ok so just so that all you people know whats goin on in my life not that you really care but just in case you do......\

ricky asked me out and i told him i couldnt date and he was gonna ask me out after my bday which was the 28 and he didnt but anyways a little while after he asked me he imed me and said someone told him that i said i finallly got him and im like what does that even mean and hes like it mwans that you finally got me to go out with you and im like well no but is that the only reason you asked me out because you thought i wanted you to and hes like no but two months is a long time and a lot can chantge and im like does that mean you dont want to go out with me anymore and hes like yes and no and he said that means that he doesnt know and im like ok,......... and since then hes been really bi polar
sometimes hes really sweet and sometimes he is a little stand-offish

whoa thats a lot of writing but my bday has past and he hasnt asked me so i give up and i dont reallly care anymore
hmm
but i thought that if he ever did that to me i would cry forever
and apparently forever is only one night cuz after that one night i was great

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-11-07T18:09:00

2004-11-07T23:10:41Z

mjthomas7980: you guys are skipping church?
Chixrok89: no.....
Chixrok89:
mjthomas7980: are you going then?
Chixrok89: no we are really skipping but dont tell anyone
mjthomas7980: so you lied!
mjthomas7980: that calls for one thing....
mjthomas7980: Irish Springs!!!
Chixrok89: no i just stretched the truth
Chixrok89: i think that calls for an lj entry
mjthomas7980:
Chixrok89: lol

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-11-05T23:03:00

2004-11-06T04:22:41Z

ok well when was the last time i wrote? i think it was monday. well since then a lot has happend i have decided to give up on louie and forget about jake too. i really hate bobs. well not all bobs... anyways today i got up and went o school with a blanket in my backpack instead of my books and i didnt go to one single class. but thats ok because i was at the rca dome with half the band and guard. we went to boa and i went shopping. i lost my forty bux so or awesome guard instructor gave me money and said i dont have to pay her back but i am goin to anyways because want to and i was gonna buy her somethin then we had to go back to the rca dome. we also played ddr and it was really fun. but then the bus ride home happend. i had lots of fun anyways but it kinda made me mad cus mandy and megan and ara and marika were actin like they were mad at someone and mandy was kinda bein really mean to dameon although he says he doesnt care but i dont believe it. oh well there is not one thing i can do about it. so ill give up on that too. and we j-walked and mike was like thats a 150 dollar fine. i was like live a little y dont cha. but yeah we got lots of free stuff from the booths at the dome and ara thinks i like kyle i think and i dont so yeah now i have to ignore him not that i really talk to him anyways. oh well theres anothere thing i can give up on. well thats all i can think of right now so oh and tammy went into the army on thursday night and off course blamed me for taking her jewelry. why in the world would i want TAMMYS jewelry? tell me that

big weekend

2004-11-01T15:01:30Z

Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree.
Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but they're easy.....
So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

i saw that on someones away message and i thought it was really awesome. more guys need to be brave.

omb my weekend has been so full.

Wednesday: today i spent the night at ambers house
Thursday: i spent my birthday at ambers and we worked on our routine for the talent show. we are gonna do a swing flag/sabre show to a good charlotte song. and her neighbor thought we were crazy. and tammy called to tell me she got me a cd. i told her i liked garage bands so she got me a cd called beautiful garbage. lol oh and i watched a movie till midnight then i went out with my sister to buy her a halloween outfit. we went to three stores and got i pair of red tights. so i didnt go to bed till like 3. and im usually in bed at like ten.
Friday: i went to katies and spent the night. again i didnt get to bed till like 3. we watched barbershop, the sweetest thing, and pirates of the carribean. and we had to make a poster for the carnival on saturday. it was pretty cool looking.
Saturday: well we woke up and ate. the milk was so nasty. and the rest was good. but the carnival was really cool too. we locked my mom in jail for five minutes. it was really funny. my mom and i showed katie up at the football booth. we knocked down all the cups and she didnt then she had to do it again to prove she could. then i had krauses party. we played strip poker, and strip simon says. and then i got krause in trouble by going to the liquor store and asking some random guy if he had a dollar. hey it was her fault she dared me to.
Sunday: today we went to church which was boring and then we celebrated my bday and i only got 35
dollars and my parents didnt even get my anything

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-10-31T13:01:00

2004-10-31T18:02:38Z

Feeling the Heat
You know what boys want -- you! There's a definite sexual energy that confident girls give off and you've got it. "When a woman thinks she's attractive or desirable, it adds to her sex appeal," says Rebecca Curtis, Ph.D., professor of psychology at Adelphi University in Garden City, New York. But while you're always game to cha-cha with the cute kid in gym class, your value as a person doesn't depend on whether you can successfully proposition him. "You've got power to wait until someone appealing comes along," explains Curtis. Keep being your alluring self -- and it won't be long till he shows up.

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-10-29T11:35:00

2004-10-29T16:35:42Z

subject: What your shower habits say about you:
You wash this first:: Hair. Artistic type. Daydreaming is your hobby, but you can achieve what most other people cannot. You work tirelessly towards goals which are to your liking. Money is not important. Friends are but only intellectuals and fellow artistic types. Talent is your main strength. You make the best sex partners as you are most willing to explore and please the other partner.Your best partner in life will be those who chose 'A' -- chest and 'E' -- privates.
DISCLAIMER:: OUCH! Some of these were HARSH! Please don't take this quiz result personally -- we don't want your hate email. I'm sure the way you shower doesn't accurately reflect your character. Well, what do YOU think?

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-10-29T11:28:00

2004-10-29T16:29:17Z

??WHAT SIGNAL DO YOU SEND GUYS??

Your social grace and friendly personality make it relatively easy for guys to approach you. Even if you aren't interested in pursuing more than friendships with the guys you meet, you still treat them with respect—and they appreciate it. Just remember not to overdo it—or some guys may misinterpret your friendliness for something deeper.

ugh i hate guys...well only some but anyways

2004-10-29T06:12:59Z

Sigh, You Really Are "Just Friends"
(15-20 Points)

It's time to get out your glasses and give this friendship a good looking-over. Not only is your pal not a smart romantic option, but he's not such a terrific friend either. In fact, he seems to be evasive and sometimes unreliable -- not the person to list as an "emergency contact," and, therefore, not the man to open your heart to, either.

He obviously isn't ready or able to invite you into his life in a deep way, so follow his lead. Don't make more out of this friendship than there is. Rather than opening your heart (and other parts) in hopes he'll reciprocate, play it cool. Try to think of him as akin to a chick buddy but with a protruding Adam's apple (not to mention other important parts). But if being around him is painful to you, then start looking for other guys to hang out with, preferably ones who have more to give.

The final word? There are definitely other fish in the sea, and it's time to cast your line. Ready to move on to fresh waters? Start here:

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-10-28T21:56:00

2004-10-29T02:56:51Z

13 - 20 POINTS: TOTALLY TEEN
You act just right for being a teenager. You're not always the most mature, but you sure know how to have a good time! If you want people to treat you with more respect, try toning it down a little. But if you're having lots of fun, then party on! After all, you're only young once. :)

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

2004-10-29T02:46:16Z

hello today is my birthday. so happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to nikki, happy birthday to meeeeee. anyways i spent the night at ambers house and we didnt go skinnydipping in her hottub and we didnt get the idea from krause and i didnt have to get up and run into the house to get the phone and we didnt turn the bubbles off either. lol but we had so much fun. i got my present from her and the candles smelled so good. tammy got me a cd called beautiful garbage because i told her i liked garage bands. lmao. its kinda wierd. katie got me some earings that i liked because they had an n on them and they had that sea urchin looking texture to them. this guy from church got me some tokens so i can go play DDR and get better so i cant take him D-D- Down. lmao wow im really hyper. so i got to go out to eat for my bday and we went to kfc since i didnt really feel like going to a fancy restaurant. it was fun i havent had it in forever prolly cuz its really expensive. and we went to wally world and i got patterns to make letter pillows and i am going to make my name in them. and i got this really awesome pillow that is really soft and i got a fleece blanket. my mom was in a good mood so we also got two movies and i was going to watch them on the xbox since my mom is watching csi and she CANT miss it but my brother took it with him in my dads truck. so i have to watch it at like midnight. oh well im not tired anyways. well thats all for now. bye

I love quizzes

2004-10-27T00:05:28Z

You Are Avril Lavigne!
A bit hardcore on the outside...
But sweet and sensitive on the inside.
"It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life"

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-10-26T18:57:00

2004-10-26T23:59:27Z

You Are a Lace Bra!
Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminine

You're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like men

Your perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsome

With a softer side that only you can draw out

myshoeshurtyou @ 2004-10-24T20:36:00

2004-10-25T01:36:53Z

Thanks amber i love taking quizzes!

Guys Like That You're Fun
You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you